Friday, October 26, 2012

dreams of pablo


disfavored from a quantum state among flying falling falsified
emerges a sun brazen neruda island in the caribbeans

the saggy breasted broad luster her golden arms aside
red wine chalices find their way into the nursing fingers

come again properly, eye to smiling eye, entangled,
entwined as true lovers, abandoned wind by the bending shore
burned coal, friendless, loveless, a penniless pauper poet

feast upon the eyes skyscape, seagull shivers in chest, arid lips
scratch upon a diary, scribbling along disaligned phrases
lashes lips goulashes, swording about her body blouse breasts 

dry dunes by the lady ocean goddess, sweeping, swooshing, 
orange crab crawlers dalai lama, buddhist zen malachite

comes awalking a distant cottage in verdant mountain palms
sloppy slobby careless dusty hair'd dame smilesq and shy
charmed scented benevolent child amid the greenery patches
oned atoned perhaps robbed of her very appearance

soliloquy canary calls, she along the heavy half bottle
wooden planks soft bottom leg upon a leg
touching falling kissing hand in hand lovers in laps

she the island wrapped silent overwhelming drench
cumulonimbus albatross wind blades upon her stolen tress
downcast elbows of gold she sits casting shadows on the diary

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

let downs

so who else caught their wives cheating on them? or husbands for that matter. i was sitting by the north balcony and there was a shy northern wind catching me off guard. i turned off the fan lest i get a cold. it was a nice moderate day with plenty of sunshine but i don't feel so good because of the let downs all around. even though some of it might have to do with being patient for just a little longer such as the "drake" issue. he cried "wolf" again and everything has been quiet ever since.

i had stopped reading the "white hats' report" for months now for obvious reasons, nothing much reporting, and the old same to same, but there was so much commotion with the t-man interview with kerry cassidy lately that i thought i would actually check out the epic "white hats' report #48", but alas, three days already and no sign of it.

still too soon to lose all hope yet.

but i don't understand the juvenile drake and galactic federation bashing trolls that infest every single facebook group i tread into. the relentless obama slanders make me question the intellect and sanity of the people doing it. they don't give off very mature and productive vibes and that's disturbing.

more disturbing are the guttural noises the cows all around where i am sitting now are making. these animals, the cows and goats, have been bought for the satanic slaughtering ritual that the muslims perform during the eid-al-adha. muslims are basically too ignorant and savage to use their brain and realize what they do is wrong. they brutally circumcise their children without understanding that this is a branding ritual practiced ever since the time of the pharaohs who secretly rule over the people to this day. 

the avalanche of truths being revealed about the secret history of mankind has not permeated the thick skulls of the mussalmans yet. they are still quite blindly worshiping the anunaki whom they call allah without realizing that they are being fooled into thinking that he is the prime creator.

when asked why the quran mentions "those whom your right hands possess" as women legally permissible to have sex with even when a man is married, the muslims are unable to produce any plausible answer, however, these colossally disturbing anomalies never seem to bother the blind practitioner's conscience. in a pure horrifically dogmatic fashion they croon, "this is allah's book. allah knows what he is doing". yes, and you, sir, are a moron.

generally speaking, anyone who still takes their religion seriously anymore is just too ignorant to know any better. there are a few "sitchin debunked" websites out there making pathetic and lame attempts at nitpicking his translations and theories, but are unable to disprove the fact that the religions of the world are imposed by the anunaki who are simply human beings from other planets. the gods that people are taught to worship are secretly the anunaki themselves.

people better wake up now because this nonsense has gone on long enough.

the neil keenan lawsuit has not been refiled is my understanding. if anybody knows otherwise, do inform me. i am a bit troubled by this fact.

i didn't actually catch my wife fucking another guy, but still, it was not a good thing what she was doing. people are stupid like that. they try to go by nonsensical systems like marriage and government but these antiquated systems don't work anymore. but people can't get over the inertia. they don't register that even only free energy that tesla invented 100+ years ago can solve 90% of our problems overnight. i don't see anyone around me intelligent enough to really say, "yeah, we must have free energy. let's kick some ass and get it unsuppressed now". no, nobody says nothing. they continue on with facebook games. i get hundreds of game requests every week.

somehow the people of the world are still too dumbed down to come together with one voice and kick the bloody criminals in the balls those who are holding us like slaves and animals. only a few of us are yelling and screaming earth shattering truths everyday for years but something is wrong with the people around and everyone acts like complete imbeciles and nobody seems to be able to grasp the bloody depth of what we are saying. instead, they make us look bad as if we are the fools because we have the brain to figure things out. what is wrong with you people?

i am the most positive thinking person i know. but the let downs must stop. i cannot accept the world we live in today the way it is. it will get a thousand times better if people start paying attention. we are not saying that we are special in some way. just pause for a moment, pay attention to what is being revealed about our reality, and understand that there has been a grand deception. all we have to do is take the time to understand what the deception is, make ourselves aware of what is truly happening around us, and then collectively participate in fixing what has been wrong. how difficult can it be?

it is time for everyone to understand the implications of the fact that we are immortal spiritual beings having a human experience. when we die, we simply drop the body bag and return "home". and then when we decide to have another experience, we reincarnate into another body bag. all of the drama that takes place in our lives with people seducing and sleeping around with one another' husbands and wives are all a part of the game that we play. the only way we can really "know" something is by experiencing it. this is the reason for this "duality game" that we are here for. 

yet something went awry in our duality kindergarten. a snake entered here and held hostage the children. so we must solve this little drama as well. consider this to be the climax of all drama that all of us have been experiencing. once this final drama plays out, we will all graduate out of this school. we will all be free and there will be great joy. so join with us with your voice. let's work together and be free. it's time.

and we have to stop the animal holocaust, dear muslims. we have to grow up. the cows around me are crying as i write this. they are protesting: don't do this. this is wrong. it is just very, very wrong.

Thursday, October 18, 2012

nabeel ashraf ali

nabeel ashraf ali

it's a brightly morning and i am up early bashing my buddies online for whatever good reasons. i swear i am not going to complain but i do have things to say, such as, i can stop the battle. i can stop the battle in my head. i was fencing hard with enemies all around, swirling and jumping, hard and combatant, getting all worked up, and then suddenly i said, stop. and everything stopped. there was no battlefield. there was no battle at all. it was just a brightly morning, and i was up being silly all over again.

everything is wrong. everything we're doing is basically wrong, no argument there. the good news is that everything will be fixed for those of us who want it so. we want things fixed, therefore, they will be fixed. those of you who don't care, too used to the slavery, kinda like it, well, you got it. enjoy it to your heart's content. your wish will be respected and nothing will be fixed for you. bon voyage!

let me tell you about this guy nabeel ashraf ali 'cause he sort of interrupted this writing. he has got this ego the size of a t-rex and is having trouble swallowing this information. for this reason he's after me, out to get me and prove that i am wrong. what's funny is that he's got this thing with girls, he attracts them like butterflies and i don't think he's quite comfortable with his sexuality. too repressed would be my judgment. but the gals love it. they fall for his masquerade all over the place and for the first time i have matured enough not to be jealous of it.

and people have been dragging me down, for better or for worse, people are generally extremely stupid and they destroy talents. if it wasn't for this we wouldn't be living such hellish lives. for instance, the guys working at the national security agencies, you'd expect them to be at least of the average intellect, some of them even been through the intelligence magnifier technology given by the aliens, whatever they call it, them wingmaker guys, fifteen and whoever else, but they ain't very smart even after all this. i just don't think they're all that smart really. never really faced any real competition, i suspect.

so nabeel ashraf ali, he's an above average fellow with his fan group and disciples; he's a smooth talker like that. at one time he got so egotistical that he actually blurted out something like this: me and my cohorts are doing great service to my country and humanity by being just the way we are. i paraphrase a little bit, but how hilarious is that? excuse me, don't you live in the poorest country in the world with the world's worst corruption whose prime minister takes it in the behind from the indian big daddy on a daily basis? huh. go figure.

i just went ahead and named this blog post after nabeel, but i don't want to look bad and bash him up all over the place. i just can't stand his guru syndrome, his holier than thou attitude, his intellectual dogmatism, not so subtle support of his highly spoiled peer groups and whatever else that he has that i am jealous of. the reason i went to him in the first place was that he was a good hub of people connection and i had knowledge that i wanted to make people aware of. but nabeel's dogmatism got in the way and sadly even after many months he basically failed to get over his cognitive dissonance.

consequently, the awareness has been blocked.

true, nabeel is my friend and i don't want to make him look bad. but how do you deal with people who are so trapped in their "oh i am so hot" syndrome, and "oh i don't listen to idiots" behavior that talking to them is like banging your head on a brick wall. intellectually he was my best bet to begin with and i am not even all that smart myself as you can see my run on sentences.

the thing is, i am lazy and i only talk to get something done. but nabeel enjoys his own words so much that he talks for the fun of it, he trips you up with his word-kung-fu, and then he laughs sending you rolling. he doesn't get the point. he just battles you for the fun of it. he's got a few philosophical terms memorized from back in the days that he uses like karate chops. you can't get through to him. he doesn't get the point at all!

but you understand i can write this way about him because he can take it. he's a tough cookie. he will get even with me one way or another. no sweat.

all this is old stuff. played and done. these days the energy blasts on planet earth have been mega sized and it's doing something. i have got two of my sisters talking to me all nice all over again for no apparent reason and that's really something. so that tells me that i don't need to bash anyone up no more, after all. it really ought to be fairly easy sailing from this point on. we shall see.

Friday, October 5, 2012

rickshaw drivers and galactics

when folks come to dhaka city, you are appalled by the thick crowd, dust, smog, and beggars. you see the skinny rickshaw pullers carrying two, three, four people. it's a backbreaking job, although human bodies are extremely durable under stress.

what you don't see is the heartache of the people who can't become a rickshaw driver or a beggar due to their perceived social status. despite being penniless, unable to find a job, they can't just start selling cigarettes by the roadside, you understand, it's a prestige thing.

and this is a motivation for me to watch the illuminati cabal so closely. people in dhaka work with ngo's (non govt orgs that supposedly bring foreign donations -- money laundering schemes mostly), they think the next elect govt will not sell out, they think islam can solve their problems, they talk and talk, but rich get richer, and poor get poorer.

and they talk on cellphones too, for hours on everyday, oblivious to the radiation hazards, the money drain, they just talk to their hearts' content. there's really nothing else to do, after all.

some of my friends think it is my ego that keeps me busy with what is happening in the usa. what's the point of it? they ask. why waste time watching those silly ufo videos? who cares if the federal reserve is fraud or not?

but we need the free energy. we need free hospitals. we need clean water/air, free transportation and housing. people don't think it is possible to get anything for free. people don't know that the technologies have been around for over 100 years but deliberately hidden from us. people have no idea how little do they know about anything at all.

a trouble with my fellow men is, they can't read english very well. and those who can read, they think they know better than anyone because they are getting paid the big salaries. they don't like to listen to anyone any longer. they just want to talk, shyly about their lavish lifestyles.

thousands of people sleep on the sidewalks, nooks and crannies of this chaotic, greed infested town run by brain-dead leprechauns with no conscience, no awareness, no spiritual connectedness, but a lusty eye on short term profit at the expense of the poor, helpless masses. the overweight and grotesque political monsters laugh about on tv screens. people smooch their stinky behinds for work, for business connections, unable to kick them out of their chairs for corruption and selling their souls.

billions of different species are here around the earth now, we are told. most of these advanced beings and groups are willing to assist us only if we ask for help. they do not interfere on their own; only the ones with ulterior motives do. but only a few of these remain.

we are being told to breathe in the multi-conscious energies being downloaded to earth by our "caretakers" in order to activate our multi-dimensional operating systems so we can ascend and exit the third density duality trap that we are in now. but who's listening? most people can't read, and those who can work for multinationals run by rothschilds and their minions.

my handsomely paid technocrat buddies don't know they are rothschild minions themselves. they don't know they are slaves with a slightly high ranking in the food chain. they are too drunk on their money to care about civil rights, sovereignty, common law, gaia restoration, and similar unimportant things.

personally, i need the galactics to land because i need their age reversal technology, their healing light chambers, their ascension chambers, and i am running out of time. i don't believe we will be tricked by the negative species again with our current level of awareness. this time around, we shall be free.

it would be nice if the so called "normal people" would somehow lose their ego and see that we "nut jobs" are the ones who got it right in the first place. but i deal with islamic groups on a daily basis. they don't like to study zecharia sitchin or the story of the annunaki. they want to bring me into the faith. they want me to prostrate before al-yah-weh and give up my divine powers all over again.

(photo: dave biondahl)

Tuesday, October 2, 2012


Photo: less than a couple of weeks to go until this art event!  my studio will be open when i am around - this is a rare opportunity to see us artist in our studio spaces!  It will be very interesting for all art lovers.

o you know why i am quiet
it's been a while
i've had nothing to say
no one notices if i go or stay

you get used to it after sometime
when you slip off the grid
people say hello now and then
a few good friends from way back when

this is peaceful, i say to myself
this is kind of nice
to be invisible and forgotten
no point in waking before eleven

no, i am not a loser
please don't call me that
i feel fine this way
soon more of you will sway

this is the 5d folks
everything easy and nice
i am just glad to make it here
my eyes half closed, my heart is clear

(photo credit: fleur barnfather)